Re-opened my blog, because i`ve got so much things i wanna say, and i dunno who to turn to.

Things btwn me & marcus has taken such a bad turn.. a turn i never expected would come. Perhaps its retribution, for the way i treat him while he was patiently waiting for me.. Sighh..

Baby,
I guess this would be the last time you`ll see me calling you baby. I really nvr expected things btwn us to be like this. In the past, i forsee us tgt happily. Nvr did i know tht this would happen.. Its been 5 days since you`ve last contacted me.. and i really miss you so damn much. Now i understand why they say ' Absence makes the heart grow fonder '. In the past, while you were always with me, i took you for granted, thinking that you`ll never leave me if you loved me as much as you claimed you did. I know you think that i do not love you, but i actually do. Its just that i feel so so insecured with you, i`ve got no trust in you, how you expect me to give you another chance? You`ve cheated on me once, bastard me twice, i forgave u readily and thats so much my heart can take.. And now i`ve got to take this 3rd blow from you ? I really miss the time when we were in bus 14, and u hugged me so tightly.. and planted so many kisses on me, you really made me feel so loved. Never did i know that this scene would be the last scene of you & me, so lovely tgt. As i walk past the bus stop at orchard road, i rmb the time while we were waiting for the bus, i took your pen and drew 2 patrick the star on your hand, while you drew one devilish ugly patrick on my hand. You may think that that drawing of yours did not mean much to me, but i kept tracing it over and over agn when it was gonna disappear. It was only till one day, you made me angry that i rubbed it all off. I really miss you so much, wad about you ? Sigh.. Baby, if i ask you to come back.. will you ? Or is this really really the end ?

I really cant take this pain anymore.. anybody wanna give me abit of their love ? Hais..



And on another note,
YOU ! Stop living in your wonderland land and wake up your idea. Whoreeee ! ;D Stop thinking you`re oh-so-pretty because none of us think so. Teehee..

I need to study.. anyone care to be my source of motivation ? :D

I need to be bulimic, anorexic.. But no, i cant. Cos i cant reject oh-so-lovely food.
I need some source of thinspiration ;)

Till then.. Anyone missed me ?

I had a bad hair day tht day. Rofl..

Sammie is oh-so-tired. Well, school has been a bitch lately thanks to GANbound. Nabeiii ! She punished me & a grp of friends just because we did not come to school for HER lesson during the holidays. And now, i`ve got to stay back in sch everyday till 5.30pm. Fuck siol !

Anyways, went out with marcus yesterday. Watched ' transformers'. I dont know why people would say that show is good because i found it extremely boring except for certain parts. I was practically falling asleep, INFACT, i did fall asleep.. and i even drooled onto marcus`s arms because he was hugging me. Laughs.. Before the movie, we shared a plate of pasta, so lo-man-ti-ka right? Teeheeeeee. Walked ard Plaza singapure before heading back to cathy for our movie. After the movie, i was so tired and my mood started to swing like mad.. poor marcus had to endure with the tantrums i was throwing at him. Sorry baby, i know you`ll forgive me right? :D Hehs. Headed back home by cab after the movie. Upon reaching home, i washed up and K-Oed. Had a very nice and sweet slp being hugged by marcus , i miss that kinda sense of security.. Sighh..

Anyhoos, marcus bb, im really glad you`ve found yourself a job. :) You said i will be the first girl you`re gonna cook for right? You also said you wanna earn many many money and come back to yang me hohs? Hehe. Im waiting for that day bb. That day i can officially hold you in my embrace and tell the whole world again that you are mine. :) Hehe. Work hard okay boy? Love love !

Aites, Gonna upload pictures. . . but, its all my pictures only. Laughs :D

This is what you get from me when im super bored in class. Laughs. Terrible terrible eyerings and eyebags ! Dont ask me why my hair pin up until like that.. Fucking teachers wants my hair to be like that because they wanna ensure i`ve closed my eyebrow piercing. Rofl.. And if you`re wandering whats that on my head in the 2nd pic, its some thing indians put on their head. Was fooling ard luh, and apparently, i played till i took off my uniform. Hurhurs. Hmms, dun comment me on how diff i look with and without make up. I wun be bothered :D


Rebekah`s piece of artwork on my hair. Hahs. Stop looking at my sportsbra uh ! Hahaha. And the reason why my bra can be seen is because my uniform is super big :D Laughs..


Sammilicious ! :D Teeheeeeeeee. I know i know. Big differance, yada yada yada...


Last but not least, my big ass face with marcus`s emo dragon`s body. Laughs. Posted this up because he said he liked it. Hehs.

Aites, im out. Gonna hit the bed. So tiredddd :(

Humpfff !

PS. People, pls try to stay as far away from me as possible because im currently suffering from some violence diseases whereby i`ll just give you a hard punch outta nowhere ;p

Im bored. Oh-so-bored ! :( Maybe one thing about having a bf is that he can accompany you when no one else is available. Laughs.. Stacy is out with anas, siewhwee baby is out with desmond. And me? Stuck at home ! Ughh !

Anyways, was surfing thru the internet just now, and i think emo boys are cute thou they are not my type :D Lemme show you some picture :D Laughs..

Ahh, i like these 3 ! Super hot & cute ! Agree agree? Laughs, i think im going to melt ! :D

Rofl, anyways, i aint sure if they are under the catogery 'Emo', but i searched on yahoo and that`s wad i got. laughs :D Sorry uh, that`s what you get when im super bored ;x

Me & Stacy

Me & apple pie. The reason behind the big smiley face is basically a simple reason of me looking like fuck. Laughs :D

Alright, im still bored ! (-___-") A bored sammie is not a very happy sammie ! Humpf

Gonna go find something else to do now. Byeee

Teehee, i know that even if i blog now, no one would be reading it because i havent blogged for2893627 years and i guess i`ve lost my readers. Laughs ! :D Im super lazy this few days and thus, lazy sammie = life full of eating & sleeping minus blogging.

Hmms, let me try to recap the past weeks. On monday which was a youth day holiday, headed out to town with god-bro marcus. Not ex-bf marcus. They are 2 totally different pple luh. Lols.. I`ve gotta say that he is really a good brother and treats me exactly like his little sister. Laughs. Headed to plaza singapura to catch the movie 'Surfs` up'. The show wasnt exactly how i wanted it to be but overall, it was alright luh. I give if 2.5 outta 5 popcorns :D Before the movie started, he brought me to the arcade, and spent 20bucks if im not wrong, trying to catch me 'Marie tha cat'. After many failed attempts, i told him it was alright because if he is gonna continue, he can say sayonara to all his money. Rofl.. So we headed to 'Gelare' to get a drink before catching the movie. After the movie, he headed home as he had to head back to camp and i went to meet stacy. Went to bugis to walk walk and stacy went to get her stuffs, trained home and i was oh-so-fucking tired :D Teeheeeeeeee.

Tuesday- Wednesday was boring school. School can totally make me so worn-out that i`ll always sleep like a dead lobster upon reaching home. However, yesterday, after school, i , being a nice girl, bought lunch for apple pie and delivered it to him. Slacked ard in his house for awhile before heading to compasspoint to meet stacy and yazid. Slacked agn at compasspoint before heading back home. Was supposed to meet jiahao but he couldnt make it at the last minute. Oh wells, lucky he couldnt make it because i was so tired my eyelids were practically drooping down and begging to shut. Teeheeeeee..

Hahs, was looking thru my photobucket albums, and i`ve realised how much one can change. Laughs, let me show you people some pictures. But yea, dun get a shock ;x

Ehemm..


After, BIG BIG differance. Laughs..

Laughs.. Huge differance eh?

Okay, Now.. presenting the worst, DONT LAUGH UH !!
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I SAID NO LAUGHING ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Rofl. Omgwtf ! I cant believe i looked like this before. Laughs !

Hahaha. Alright, you pple can laugh till your asses shoot off. :D

Maybe you`ll say, aiya, tht one no make up, of cos big diff luh, but look at this, no make up too.

No make up, no make up, no make up ! Laughs.. The differance is there aint it?

Teehee, Aites, imma head to shower now. Im still in my school`s physical attire and i took my nap in this attire. Hahs. Cant blame, i was super tired ;x

Sayo pple :D

Woohoo, finally i am willing to blog :D Well well, its not that im lazy but its just that im too busy having fun :DD Sighh, the holidays are gonna end and im oh-so-sad cos i cant play anymore :( Humpff !

Owells, i`m still alive and kicking, sad news to those losers that want me dead and good news to those that love me ! Teeheee :D

During the holidays, many things have happened, and i`ve went around singapore to play too. Laughs.. Went to sentosa with xiao clan on friday. We didnt even sleep at all. Met at 9.30am in the morning, headed for breakfast and afterwhich to sentosa. Played luge and the damn thing that brought us up, was so damn scary. Im afraid of heights luh.. and damn stacy had to keep shaking the thing and ask me to look down (-___-") Bully luhh ! :(

After the luge, we headed to watch some 4D show. Super expensive but damn nice luh :) Teehee. After playing and all, we headed to vivocity. Played pool and arcade for awhile before going to eat. After eating, we all headed home as all bth alrdy. Lols.. Reached home at 6plus and i fell asleep at 6 plus :D Teehee. I replaced 24hrs lack of slp back with 24hrs of sleep :DD

Headed to town with stacy. Bought a shirt from ZARA. Im a happy girl :D Lols. I bought that shirt to irritate marcus. Lols.

Talking about marcus, im really happy the way things are btwn us now. Went drinking with xiao clan on tuesday. Got drunk and i went to find marcus. He took care of me till i was sober. Somethings happened which i aint gonna mention here but lets just say i went home with a super big smile on my face aye? :DD Teehee..

School is gonna start soon. Looking forward to seeing all my friends again but boo to the early mornings, homework, boo to the teachers, boo to everything in school except my precious friends :D Hehe..

Okay, gonna upload some pictures but not all because im oh-so-lazy now. ;D

Me & Cute marcus :D
Btw, i wasnt drunk when i took that picture (-___-")


Cute lil boy sleeping on my lap. Been long since he did that. Sigh.. Lotsa memories luh ! Really touched he stayed on to take care of me even though he was damn tired :)


Me & Xiao Clan ! Love them loads :DD



Road idiots :D Sorry i know i fat. Lols ;p


My balls kah-lau on the floor. Damn high ! Hahaha


Desmond gay. Guy also want kiss ;D Lols


SHOE HOUSE ! Yay :D


Stacy & Me ! Sorry uh, bad hair day ! :D Lols


Me me & me ! Teehee :D

Aites, im done ! Byeeeee ;p